Things are so totally shit at the minute. Uni is going tits-up, my friends are becoming less close to me, we're all separating next year, the library is trying to charge me £145 for late fees on books, and I owe my accommodation people £1040.25 for rent, before the end of July. Fuck. As for the library, I will have to try and negotiate with them soon, and uni will just have to take a back seat. I dunno how I am meant to earn £1000 before the end of July. Holy shit, I'm going to have to borrow money somehow. Fuck.

Anyway, I have two job interviews lined up next week, so hopefully money will start coming in soon. Perhaps I can say to my grandfather that if he can help me, I can pay him back with my wages. I don't wanna do that if I can help it though, cos I borrowed money last term for rent and he is also lending me money for my house next year. The money will come though. The university gives me £1000 in December (as compensation for charging me £3170 a year in tuition fees), and I also get a big chunk in September from whats left over of my student loan after my new, lower house rent goes out. Yay me for getting a house. Everything will work out, but it's the next couple of weeks that will be difficult. I'm going to have to go to the accommodation manager and tell him I can't pay him yet. He doesn't like me, so it isn't going to be easy to tell him this. Fuck fuck fuck. Why can't it be september now?

On top of it all, my mum told me she doesn't want to speak to me at the moment. Fuck x100.